recited onMonday, October 30, 2006

yea!!!!

hey ppl...yea!!!!im getting e new blog....hahhaha....i share tad blog wit sis kasmi....anw...its quite long tad i nv update...soo...ryte nw nutin exciting happen....well excited on wed...get 2 jln raya wit my fwens...collection beb!!!!!!hahahaha!!!anw...i gtg nutin much 2 sae arh....tc ppl...haf a nice dae!!!!!!

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recited onTuesday, October 17, 2006

sick!!!

hey there guys!!!!erm.....2dae my class went 2 singapore discovery centre..it was fun n boring too...saw quite a lot of skul..bt all like frm sec1-3...n my skul ish e onli 1 sec4...lolx....embarassing sey....anw nt much there lah...after e touring...we went back home...in e bus i was sleeping...very tired larh....summore i becoming more ill...lolx...i cant take it animore...mayb im nt cumin 2 skul tml mayb yesh...im nt sure if i wanna go n c doctor or nt..lazy like tad arh...u should noe hw lazy i am..lolx...hahahaha...anw i realli had a bad cough n flu...argh!!!!i will always get irrtated by the illness..i hate tad...my body ish nt strong man...lolx....anw...i gt 2 go...hhahaha..take care poeple...lolx....

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recited onMonday, October 16, 2006

tired!!!!

hey!!!!!its been a long tyme since i update my blog....anw...i juz return hm frm my cuzy hse....feeling tired...cant slp well at my cuzy hm...bt e besh ting was...i get 2 tok 2 my cuzy late at ntye...lolx...

btw...i juz bought tis new poster...it called ska....hmm...i bought 2 band shirt too...lolx...im a shopping freak man.... hahahahhahah...on sat my cuzy shiela,siti n me went 2 town n city hall n bugis....well we went there 2 shop...lolx....shiela bought her tappered jeans..lolx...siti bought new shoe n she kept on changing the shoe...frm old shoe to a new shoe...lolx...after tad we went to watch people dance...it realli nice to see people dance....it feels like you wanna dance too...lolx

anw its getting late....n i wanna slp....soo take care people....lolx.....

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recited onThursday, April 20, 2006

wat happen 2 mi!!!!

OMG!!!!!wat happen 2 mi???y is my attitude changing frm bad 2 worst!!!!i dunno y!!!y??....i dun even noe y am angry or sad or gloomy these few daes...i feel umcomfortable too....i juz dunno....i cant figure it out myself......mayb its coz i face alot of problems n challenges bt my heart tells mi tad theres a lot more tad im angry or sad or gloomy abt...bt i juz cant seem 2 figure it out....even though i sit at a corner tinking everydae wat i had done...i still cant figure it out...i dunno y....ohh god!!!!plz help mi 2 find my wae out of tis mess...i wan 2 get over wit tis prob tad i haf.....ohh plzzzzz!!!!!!!

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recited onThursday, April 13, 2006

soo many things 2 do!!!!!!

hiash!!!!!2dae ish vewie bz dae man...gt a lot of stuff 2 do...need 2 do hmwk...do brownies 4 hui yian n i need 2 go out after tad...2 develop my photos...im sho damn sick...everydae go out cn die sia...no tyme 2 study...common test cumin n yet i havent study...lolx....wtf lah....haish....

N e brownies...i haf 2 make 4 hui yian...i noe she lup my brownies bt i haf 2 go n buy e cocoa powder...tas y i haf 2 go out....hui yian if u read tis ILL MAKE U 1 K...hahahhaha ill hand it on mon...k...well i gtg n take my younger bro up...soo tc everybodi....

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recited onTuesday, April 11, 2006

jz came back hm frm skul....

hmm....jz came back frm skul...n i was damn tired... 2dae was realli damn fcuked up dae man i hate it...it was jz damn sucks lor... anw...i dunno y bt a lot of ppl been makin mi vewie pissed off... bt luckily in malay class my god sis was like beeing crazy n wild...muahahhaha... i dunno y... bt out of blue she started 2 bcum crazy... 1st it was aisyah n nw my god sis...muahhahahaha... n nt onli tad.... i learn sumtin in malay class tad is"para-para,tiap-tiap,guru-guru" actualli tads sounds quite funni n cute... muahhahahah.... k den i guess i had 2 stop here...till den ill update...lolx...tc every1....

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recited onThursday, March 16, 2006

jz recover frm sick...

hey ppl...sowie 4 e long4 update...i jz recover frm sick n i mean im still on e recover...soo i cant realli walk properly as my legs r weak....n yupz....i still had a bad cough!!!!....cant get out of it sia...bt still i went 2 dance...2 prepare 4 my ecsplenade performance tingy....it was sho damn scary u noe...over thousands of eyes will b eyeing on mi on e stage...it will b vewie malu if i make ani mistake...shit!!!actualli i did make mistake in prac...hope i dun e make same mistake during e real performance...i want it 2 go smoothly sia...hahhahaah....yela i tau caket2 pon joget...bt wat 2 do...i lup dancing n hw i wish i culd 1 dae take up dancing skul n dance...hahahaha....i hate e skul tad im attending...muahhahaha...too bad....lolx...!!!!!k lah stop here..i wanna bath man..im sho stinks!!!muhahaha....



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recited onThursday, March 16, 2006




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recited onSunday, September 4, 2005

it realli hurtz mi!!!!!

Okie!!!!4 hw many mths i nv update tis ting....well 1st im lazy...2nd i gt nutin 2 sae....3rd ive juz read my sis blog n it brings e courage n interest in mi 2 rite back...i noe lame!!!!

okie let mi start....well actualli nowadaes im alwaes sad..no matter hw many ppl consollin mi...im still hurtz....did u guess heard e quote:love hurtz.....well i tink i believe it

Well ive been fallin in luv wit tis guy...we been 2geta 4 like more than 2mth i guess....e 1mth is was cool....ten wen guin on 2mth it was terribly bad!!!!all of e sudden it reali strange....as in my cuzy[shiela]saw him wit a otta grrl...HOLDIN HANDS.....gosh!!!!!at 1st i dun believe it...bt wen i ask him he sae NO!!!!...pathetic siak....i dun believe it siak.......

ten 1 dae b4 our 2mth...i tok 2 him on e phone...ten he reali make mi piss off siak...make mi angry....ten im angry on e phone...ten he laugh....i was like wat e hell!!!!!!ten e words tad i cant 4got is...."next tyme u dun hv 2 kol mi"...it realli hurtz mi sey....i hate it!!!!!!!

bt lucky my sis brin my spirit up bt deep down im stil sad..as if a sharp knife peirce throught my heart....it realli hurtz....it will took mi like ages 2 4get abt him siak....as like wat my sis told mi tad...i juz go wit tis guy....lolx.....hahahhaha......im like wat?!?!...hahahha.....

i guess tads it lah....i had fun juz nw...went 2 art muzeum wit my sis...ten we went 2 heeren ten saw 3 guys n tey like saeing...."which 1 2 choose?red or black?"hahahaha...tads sho funni...hahahah...net we headed 2 far east...we totalli cair like hell...hahhaha...we saw tis a grp of guys!!!i guess tey r punk rock!!!!cool huh?....ahhahaha...ten as we walk we saw tis 2 guys in punk rock...hahahahha....tey were like totally cool....hahahaha.....im totalli like wow!!!hahahaha....hw i wish i culd c tem again...hahahha....hey sis hope u readin tis...nice guin out wit ya...we shuld do it agian okie!!!gi cuci mate jugak...hehhehehe....

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recited onTuesday, June 21, 2005

dunno!!!

actualli i vewie e lazy too update...ahhahah...but juz update lah....well 2dae i went 2 town...hang out wif my cuzys...ahhah...well tings r okay til tey bring their boifwens...ohh!!gosh!!!hate it..im e 1 hu kena left out siak...shoo sad!!!!but i still enjoy ah..okay2 lar....but i prefer yesterdae 1...i get 2 enjoy n disturb ppl...hahha...ten my cuzy got a guy hu wants her nom....hahah...sho funni...i cant 4got it man...gues here i gotta go!!!ill try 2 update later2 ah....bye..

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recited onFriday, May 13, 2005

just finish exams...

oryte...is long tyme i nv been updating tish blog....quite bored ah....hahhahahha....well just finish my exams...which im happi bout it soo tad i dun hav 2 study....but e most bad thing is tad i sick on 12april...which is bad luck...mizz all e lesson ten came back skul e next dae exam...sian...bad luck....

wen i was in e hospital...e 1st tyme was damn bored lor...freaking hell bored...nutin 2 do but 2 sleep...coz tad tyme i was sick..badly sick...cant get up from my bed....soo i waited 4 my my mom 2 come everdae....ten my auntie wanting soo much 2 accompany mi in e hospital...but at least i ade kawan kn...daripade boring kat sane...all i o was eat medicine all tad ten sleep...hahahha....but after im discharge i quite miz e hospital pulak...

but now i hav overcome tad feelings...ahhahaha...need 2 use 2 e surroundings.....from there im okay til now...cume kalau ade stress start ah my fever naik...tu je...ahhahaha...i need 2 go 4 e appointment next week tad is on my d7t period...i want 2 do e practical but need 2 go off earlier....wat 2 do....ahhahaha....

guess until here..ill stop 4 now...ill update again later...cya around

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recited onMonday, January 31, 2005

start from e holidaes........

okay well let mi rcall wat happen from 2004 onwards...coz i nv update from dare....well....hmm.....on 1 dec....mi n my cuzys all went 4 shopping at orchard road...biase lah pompan kn kene gi shopping ah...we went dare 2 buy clothes...bags...accesories..all dat..u knoe wat grrls like ryte....ten i went n slept over at sid house....tad nite was very e terrible nite...we disturb e whole neighbourhood ah.....we make noise....having midnite parti...hahahahha...watch tv n etc lah....ten we shout here n dare like crazy woman....ten mu aunt tad is sid mom...came in n sae 2 lower down our vol.....soo we was like r we loud?....hahahahah...ten we disturb fitz talking....well actualli she talking 2 her ex boifwen lah...soo we went n kacau tem....hahahahhaha....ten we kacau everybody hu is using e phone...luck not mi...if not i also kena.....hahahah.....

ten around 2am....we went 2 bed lah...dah malam lah...ten i stay at sid house 4 1 week...lame tu...hahahahha....actualli quite fun ah...i enjoy it...i pun kene counsel.....hahahahahha......bagus jugak....hahahah...ten we make dog tag.....each lah....but it cost very e ex ah...mahal gile...padahal okay2 je.....ten i help sid 2 pay...in e end she nv pay back.....hahahahahah....ten we have fun ah....4 e whole week we slalu gi orchard....tau lah borin...tapi ape nk uat seh......ten i buy contact lens...tey sae i ware contact lens i look hot....btol ke?i dun even knoe tad....ten i bought it green color....vewie e obvious.....hahahahahha.....soo mi wearing green while sid wearing purple...ceh!...terang ah....ahahhahaha....btw i gtg....bye...cya around....tc

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recited onThursday, January 13, 2005

nutin much

ELOZ!!!every1 hu is reading tish....okay well i just got home from skool...well i got malay dance...but my dance damn sux lor...ahhaha....after finish assembly...straight away find all my malay fwenz....ten we got prob...2 of e gurls did not want 2 come....tey sae tey malas...dorang pemalas ah...benci ah....we was like wat saik...but like tad also we masih sabar...ten we went 2 eat...mi n 1 of my fwen[adlinda],we play as if we r matair but we r not lesbian eh....jgn salah anggap eh...hahahha...ten we started playing i hate u all tad ah...just 4 fun....nutin 2 do...ten just play ah....i knoe its very e lame ting 2 do...hhahaha...

ten we strat our prac.....wen we were practising dancing....everybody was looking at us...as if we r e aliens.....very e malu man...ten we went 2 c e sec2 dance...tey dance malay dance too but during chinese new yr onli...i tink soo....after tey dance our turn 2 show tem e dance step...hahaha...tish tyme lagi malu ah...ten nvmind ah still dance...after show tem e dance step ten we went home....now my legs r aching like freaks siak...as if tey were killing mi like tad....guess i had 2 end here ah...gudbye n c ya around....

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recited onMonday, January 10, 2005

just came back from dance!!!

ORITE!!!now lets update...sowie it took long daes 2 update...coz first ting busy next im not free...hahaha....ni pun ade hmwk 2 do....haiz...stress ah...dah semenjak gi sec3 i very e stress ah...cant take it ah...hahaha..coz ade POA nk kene blajar....nasib tk ambik exp maths...annati lagi kapale boleh crack ah....hahaha..im not tad clever...ahhaha...soo i nv take lor.....hmm..btw...i need 2 help my cuzzy 2 solve her prob wit tad guy ah...i tried everyting but also nv work....am i a bad cuzzy or wat?cant even solve my cuzzy prob...but no better wat i perseverance ah....ceh bah!!english ah....hahahaha.....i try as hard as i can ah 2 help her out..soo tey will get 2gether n b fwens back....ahahahah...ni pun common test nk datang...i need 2 concentrate on my studies....hahaah....cant play around 4 now....n...i got a lot of dance prac goin on ryte now....haiz....penat seh...guess i had 2 stop here....c'ya around.....

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recited onFriday, December 31, 2004

im in a bad mood!!!!!

okay ryte...tad tyme i wen out wit my cuzzy....ten sheila pun ikut......fine 2 mi....after tad.....kite gi main pool...but we cant go in coz its underage....okay fine...i teman my cuzzy[shiela]...actualli she yg tk oleh masuk...but i decided 2 accompany her....scared she lonely...soo teman die ah...ten after tad....go far east...i wen dare 2 find sum stuff ah....ten selepas jumpe ayun semue...mi,shiela n ahmad wen 2 heeren...gi HMV...ten kite gi centerpoint...tu pun gi jalan2 je...boring pe...ten kite gi lepak kat blakang somerset....after lepak kat situ....how mins later...ayun pun datang...die ajak gi main pool...ten shiela decided 2 wen home n ahmad pun nk alik...i thought dorang mati2 alik...okay ah...fine 2 mi...datu dah kul bape...i terserempak ahmad kat mrt somerset....i was shock....ten my cuzzy semue nampak...tey thought he mati2 dah alik...skali lom alik...ape lagi 1 of my cuzzy[fit]dah mara....coz ade lah....ten i fed up i went back home....ten ahmad try 2 kol mi but i reject it...tad tyme ngah emo....abih kene marah ngan my parents...he try 2 kol how many tymes but i tk angkat....geram seh...tad tyme....2 all my cuzzy sape2 yg bace ni...I TK OLEH KLUAR LAGI...NOT WIT CUZZIN OR FWEN..i tink tads all lah i gotta sae eh....gtg...bye....

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recited onMonday, December 27, 2004

met him 2dae....kat bishan....

harloo....well met him 2dae....well everytings fine ah....still remember wen he reach bishan...kite nk jumpe pun susah....satu patah2 alik...at last i ask him 2 meet mi kat mrt station....hahahha.....actualli i thought of meeting him on wed....but he sae he wants 2 meet mi 2dae...coz he soo damn bored....soo okay ah...meethim ten ah....at firsti was like OH MY GOD.....ten after saw him....we went 2 bawa blok....lepak2...kacau orang...hahahah....ten i ajak my fwen,yati....die yg nk kenal2 ngan yati...hahhah...he makes a lot of fwen 2dae...hahahah.....he eagerly wants 2 kenal2 ngan my cuzzin yg kat jurong east n kat aust......ahahhaha...but tk dapat contact dorang....hahahhaa...soo he bual2 ngan my cuzzin yg yah tu...hahahah....he kacau all my cuzzin...ten i sae tad i have a cuzzin tad is punk rock....hhahahah...ten die pun nk kenal2 ngan die....he likes punk rock gurls....hahhaha...ten after tad we went home...he ask mi 2 go home but instead i sent him til e mrt station....hahahaha....i knoe lame...i tink tads all lah i gotta sae....bye2...c ya again....soon...

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recited onThursday, December 23, 2004

boring!!no!!i feel bad mood!!no!1i dunno wat im feeling now!!!

y am i in e bad mood!!!no!!im bored!!no!!!argh!!!i dunno wat my feelings now....aiyo!!!i dunno even knoe wat i am tinking ryte now...i dun even knoe y i am typing all tish....even if i listen 2 punk music..i still feeling kind of down....i guess.....argh!!!i dunno ah....it has been in my mind...y am i feeling like...like...a lot of feelings ah....bad mood ade...bored ade....bingit ade...geram ade...marah ade...mcm2 feelings ade seh....i dunno....did i hate sumbody or wat?or i just feeling kind of lonely....i dunno!!!!sudah ah...malas ah...biar ah my feelings mcm gini.....unless sum1 can help mi in tish....

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recited onThursday, December 23, 2004

wat happen 2dae??????????

hmm...wat happen 2dae???...OHH!!!my adek just habis sunnat....ahahahah....actualli he scared 2 sunnat...but we forced 2....hhahahah.....die tu kene pantang makan....hahhah....gud ah tad he dah habis sunnat.....bagus jugak ah....datu he ask mi 2 watch 4 him sum of 2 e cartoon show...ape lagi...terpakse ah...kalua tk nanti die celoteh...mcm makcik ah die...hahaha...now im all alone at home...shock ah....is my chance 2 hang on 2 com....ahhaha....nutin 2 do...just on e com n update ah...kalau nk chat...tkde sape2 yg nk chat...boirng ah....eh?skool dah nk buka....SHIT!!hwmk lom agik uat...alah!!!malas ah nk uat...how i wish we do not have any hmwk 2 do...kn agi bagus...tk yah susah ...can enjoy...ni pun kene kuar satu hari n enjoy n cari blouse putih untuk my dance ah....leceh ah....ni pun smalam ade dance...dance die mcm sill ah....2 mi it looks cocky man....tapi ape nk uat seh...dah jadi gini...hmm....quite boring ah yesterdae....tu pun smalamtink of sum of malay step.....nk ade culture sikit....haiyo!!!ape seh...ten i dah kasi banyak idae...yati tk suke pulak....aiyo!!!hahaha....gitu pun we keep on trying...at last no more idea...we just take my idea....hahahah....funny...no its lame lor...not even funny...

guess i have sae soo many things...sumenye very lame seh....okay lah.....i wanna chiow...bye...

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recited onTuesday, December 21, 2004

nutin much.....soo just update ah....

gud afternoon....its mi...wati is here again 2 update wat telah happen 2dae....well nutin much...as usual....hahahha....well yesterdae...get 2 knoe tish guy from fwenster...ten we talk2 ah in msn...well hes okay ah....ten we talk on e phone...well kite bual2 mcm budak gile....hahahahah....he quite crazy ah...he addicted 2 music...hahaha.....tad was he called mi....ten at 1 am my turn 2 call him....ten we talk...he told mi hu he like ah....tish n tad 1 ah...mcm ah...ten he still can make magic trick on e phone....ten...we talk2....suddenly e grrl tad he like called him...from dare ah....we puit e phone down...tne want 2 wait 4 his call lame pulak...soo i decided 2 msg him n tell him i wanna sleep...soo it ends like tad ah...but i dunno 2dae ah....nv heard him call mi....aru smalam i knoe him...hahah..ten kite bual mcm kawan seh....ape je....

aniway...i tink tads all i gotta sae...if anyting happen lagi i update okay....ciow.....bye....

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recited onSaturday, December 18, 2004

mi again!!!

harloo!!!!mi again....hmm....2dae...nutin happen ah....just relek2 duduk2 tk uat pape....tdo ade ah....hahahaha...i knoe im a grrl hu is sleepy head....wake up 11am....ten sleep again 5pm....until 7pm...ahhaha....i luv sleeping...tads 1 of my hobbies....ahhaha.....aniware just update in here.....nutin 2 sae....i gotta go!!!!bye!!!!!!!!!

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recited onFriday, December 17, 2004

boring dae!!!!

eloz!!!!mi again..nutin 2 do...soo just update ya....hmm....wat telah happened these few daes.....hmm...all i can remember is at tad tyme im at my cuzzin place....help her out in her birthdae party.....tad tyme was realli busy.....running up n down....ten we took some photos near e staircase.....ahhahaah...ten she layan her kawan.....e rest of e cuzzin stay 1 side....duduk pat tangga.....from dare we took some photos....ahahah...i knoe is weird...coz banyak2 tempat....pat staircase jugak kite ambik...well tad dae was okay ah...i enjoy it ah....get 2 knoe sum of sheilas[cuzzin]fwens....hahhaah....okay ah tey quite funny...jokers...hahaha.....

i tink tads all i gotta sae....ill stop here ten....bye!!!

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recited onTuesday, December 14, 2004

???????..............

harloo!!!!!!!!sowie 4 not updating 4 long tyme....hahah..aniware i enjoyed my tyme wit my cuzzins....OMG!!!a lot of tings happen during tad dae...im very happy 4 my twin cuzzin...ahhaha....she has found sum1 tad she realli luv n trust....hahha...i reali happy.....but 2 mi....my takdir lom ade lagi...haha...ten my another cuzzin from australia came down 2 singapore......hahahha...i just luv all my cuzzinz....ten we make dog tag....we rite pink lady...ten at e back we rite our own name...hahaha....anw....i gtg now soo long everybody...ill update again next tyme....

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recited onWednesday, November 24, 2004

sick!!!

harloo....bad dae...im down wit sick....first is my lil bro...ten my mom...ten my big bro....ten mi...ten my dad....satu ke satu seh.....spread2 nanti kene orang lain...ni pun dah nk baik...tapi act sakit je...malas nk uat housework ah....tads y i act onli....hahhaha.....ni pun ari raye tk sangat jalan2 ah....malas ah....cume kuar on sat ngan sun...tu je.....tish tyme collection pun sikit...tk pun sampai $50....ape seh.....haiz..... tink i gtg now.....got nutin 2 talk....soo i better GO!!!!!hahha...bye...c u guess again...bye....muackzz.....

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recited onMonday, November 15, 2004

harloo....yawns!!

hai dare...nutin 2 rite here...just update my blog dats all...well im quite tired here...at last get 2 use e com...hehehe...2nd dae ari raye.....nv go out.....wait 4 ppl 2 come....hehhehe.....well yesterdae....we go 2 my grandma house all dat...but onli 3 house...sikit...tapi die punye penat...satu mcm....ten my kaki sakit...havent recover yet....haiz wat 2 do...aniware...i gtg...now....sooo adios....hahahha....c u guess again....bye......

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recited onWednesday, November 10, 2004

just came back from dance....

harloo....quite a long tyme i nv update my blog....sowie....coz im busy wit e dance...n tired....n some more my big bro had finish e attachment...soo he always use e com.....aniware i got nutin 2 sae....but just 2 update....hah!!all i knoe is my body is aching[not sure e spelling...]alah.my body sakit....mcm tk pernah dah excercise...abis sakit2......hiaz....wat 2 do....until tads all lah...next tyme if got any interesting ten i update okie....gtg....bye...

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recited onFriday, November 5, 2004

just finish english remedial......

harloo....mi again...just finish english remedial.....tish tyme e remedial damn boring lor....i can sleep....2dae we end a bit earlier lah....it supposed 2 end at 10.30am but we end at 10am.....better....i dont want 2 stay in skool soo long....very bosan kat skola....c e same thing in skool...same teacher...same student....

ten i heard my fwen[aisyah]sae tad next yr my skool ade NT class...not realli sure...cause i dont trust aisyah....die tu...ilang je....tapi tk tau btol ke salah...heheheheh...it seem tad i cant trust all of my fwens....hehehehe....tey r not trust worthy.....hahahaha...tk baik sey....but im telling u guess e truth.....

next wed....kluar lagi...agak nye...not realli sure...actualli semalam but i cant make it...cause i got malay dance n it end late...soo tk jadi....but i hope next wed jadi ah....i dont want 2 do house work...malas....im a lazy gurl....hahahha.....wat 2 do...e "l"is in my body...

i tink i stop here lah...i dont knoe wat 2 sae already....gtg....bye....take care....bye...muacksszzz.....

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recited onThursday, November 4, 2004

just came back from malay dance

mi again...just came back from malay dance...wah!soo damn tired sey......start 11am finish 1.30pm.....soo long....we need a lot of practise...to gelek2 our butt...must stick out our butt...hahahha....disgusting....hahaha..but wat im saying here is true.....its a fact.....not fiction...hahahha...lame....hahahah...well i pass my malay dance...e instructor kate i pass....i can dance..ten compare 2 earlier lesson tad is last tuesdae...tad 1 worst seh....cant even make my body soft....at least now i can a bit lah....a bit onli...not a lot...hahahah.....

ten 2morrow got english remedial...dah menta2 english tk bagus...kene gi remedial...budak yg fail tk payah gi...ape seh....benci skola....tk suke skola tu....damn suck....suck to my core...hehehehe.....hmm...hah!i go out again wit my cuzzin to watch e movie...ape tu...alah....ape eh....alah....hah!...shark tale....aru ingat....soo happi seh.....go out again...to release stress n tension....cause of dance ah....stress seh....nk commit suicide ade lah...nk step down ade lah....ahhaha...im easily give up hope...heheheh....

til here lah..i got to sae...nutin more to sae....gtg...nk gi cambut my mom punye uban[white hair]...hehehhehe....bye...muackssszzz....

~brokenxgrrl~

broken once again at01:53 p.m.
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recited onTuesday, November 2, 2004

tired.........just finish making kuih.....

hai again......its mi wati here....haiz....todae soo stress bout my malay dance.....my body is soo damn stiff...i cant make it lembut.....need a lot of practise at home siak....datu ade lagi practise...on thursdae...banayk2 practise oleh jadi giler seh...i went 2 bed ah...ten kena mara dari mak...orang tengah tdo...die mara2 depan2 pintu nk masok umah.....ape seh.....lepastu ape lagi...i uat bodoh...tdo lagi....too tired ah.....hehehe....ten orang siok2 tdo....suruh bangun...uat kuih...ape lagi kene tolong ah.....hiaz...kalau tk hah!kene mara lagi....kene paham2 je lah my mom punye attitude...sikit2 nk mara...orang naik bosan....nk sepak die ade lah.....haiz.....penat gile.....i tink until here i can rite...cause i very tired lah...tk sampaihati nk type....hehhe..okie lah i gtg.....bye...c u again....

~brokenxgrrl~

broken once again at05:12 p.m.
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recited onFriday, October 29, 2004

im now in e computer lab......

harloo...its mi again...wati....todae another boring dae....i get stress n fed up bout it...wah!!mark shout like a idiot person....he still havent grown up yet....e computer lab soo noisy until mr adrian teo has to shout at him...but he still noisy...i cant take it...he like to play catching wit his frens......run around e computer lab like crazy ppl just came out of mental hospital...haiz....i dunno wat to do......hehhehe.....no better how hard we scold him...he still noisy....he havent mature yet....soo dissapointing...ten yesterdae i sms my tutor n told her bout my result...ten she like okie tads gud...ten she ask wat subjects i choose...ten i sae i need to take POA...ten she went like tads gud.....hahahaha.....ten she wish happi belated birthdae...but i sae tad my birthdae is on tad dae...ten she wen like ohh sorri.....she mess uo everyting....ten i just laugh lor.....i knoe is lame...i got nutin to do....soo just talk crap lor...heheh...

well i gotta to go.....bye luv u guess hu is reading tish......muackzzzsss

~brokenxgrrl~

broken once again at02:39 p.m.
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recited onThursday, October 28, 2004

happi birthdae!!!!!!!

harloo.....wati is here again...im soo happi cause todae is my birthdae..i receive more than 5 wishes from my frens....heeheheh...i onli receive 2 present...tads okie...i dun mind....heheh..ten my mom buy mi a birthdae cake even though i dun want it...but she still buy 4 mi e cake...wat to do.....hehehehe.....but i cant wait on sat...i'll goin out wit my lovely cuzzin....eheheheh....my cuzzin goin 2 give mi a birthdae present.......yahoo!!!!im soo happi....ten we plan 2 take photo.....hehehehe....ten go shopping....yesh!!1i love shopping....heheeh...aniware i just finish my computer class...soo nutin 2 do...

sowie yesterdae nv update e blog...lazy ah....tads y...but i gonna tell u bout my result...damn sucks.....even though i pass everything..but i still not satisfied lah...i got a lot of band 5......hiaz...but i got option A...tad is i need 2 take POA...soo stress..all of my malay frens get option B...soo tey will b in e same class next year....haiz...kena saperated....soo sad!!!wat to do....too bad lor....dun care lah..onli care bout my study...luv my study......like REAL..hahha...aniware i gtg....bye...c ya again....

~~brokensilentgurlz~~

broken once again at04:34 p.m.
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recited onTuesday, October 26, 2004

boring......just finish computer class....

harloo again....todae is e most unlucky dae...wah!!mr teo blaming mi 4 spoiling e com in skool 1...wat the hell lah....i nv anytin also blame mi...im innocent lor...ten after computer class...i slip dwon e staircase how many tymes saik....nearly a lot of tyme...ten want 2 go out of skool also i almost want 2 drop seh...soo unlucky seh....ape seh......haiz...wat to do.....dah nasib mcm gi2...haiz....im soo happi tad i cant wait on sat...i go out wit my cuzzin.....my cuzzin.....yah bought mi a birthdae present.....im soo happi....at first i told her not to buy for mi anytin...but she still buy...soo degil eh budak tu...hahaha...jkjk...hhhehehe..soo i thought of giving her money ob bhalf of her birthdae....but she dont want....i beg her until she give up lio.....hahahah.....soo happi...ten just now dares a malay scrabble....very fun.....hehehe...i manage to win e cikgu mizar.....ahahhah....i got 92 score...while he gor 80 plus score...i win him...but mi n farhan has e same score....ahahha...i dont believe it....aniware we goin to play again 2morrow....hope tad i can win...hope tad i can get e word tad is very long n can get a lot of points...hahah....gtg....now....bye....

*~~brokensilentgurl~~*

broken once again at05:34 p.m.
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recited onSunday, October 24, 2004

soo damn sad......cant do anyting....

harloo again....mi again.....todae is e most saddest ting...i have fail my test....ugame test....i onli got 48/100...soo pathethic seh....but my teacher sae tad she will add mi 3 marks soo tad i can pass....hahahah......bu i still not satisfied...it prove mi tad i nv study....nv pay attention in class.....ape seh...ten just now got sejarah test...wah!!1soo damn easy....nolah jokin onli....damn difficult....dun tell ani 1.....i copy my fwens work...ahhaha...mi n my fwens copy....each other....we rite down in e tissue paper ten we fake2 tad we got running nose...but actualli we try to rite to each other e ans.....ten we grind to each other....a lot lah....we got a lot of style of cheating in ugame test...but normal skool daes hard to copy during exams tyme...haiz....ten next week....i no need to come...ahahha....markin paper....yeah!!!happi....can stay at home at last on sundae....but ten start skool again e following week...ape seh.....ten on 14 nov tk skola lagi....e following week skola alik...ambil report book....ape seh....sekejap tk skola....sekejap skola....lagi baik jangan skola sudah.....happi ah i...hahahha....i just wish tad e skool culd transfered to geylang...soo i dun have to skola ugame...cause far mah.....very leceh....ahhhaha.....i like it....at least i got 2 weekends to spend.....ahahah....wat am i talkin again...did i talk crap again...haiz....wat to do.....nutin to do soo just talk crap lor....ahhahaha.....gtg...bye....

~~broken&silentgurl~~

broken once again at04:29 p.m.
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recited onFriday, October 22, 2004

boring...tired....dunno wat is in my mind....

haiz...todae another dae of boringness fill in my life....just now got computer enrichment course....at first i thought it was goin 2 b boring...but it prove mi rong...it was quite fun.....mr adrian teo teach us how to use e website call egenie...at first i thuoght it was wat...ten i found out tad it was a chat room for e kcpians..ten u will c everybody's email address....hahahha....great right....can bully tem....can kacau2 them hahahhahaah.soo bad...wat to do...ten just now also got post exams activities...it was soo damn borind lor....okie2 lah...actualli got fun also.....but c all my chinese frens eat.....tad makes mi hungry man....but like tad also i stand my hunger....wait till i break my fast....hahahah.....ten feel like sleeping...but luckily indriani,hui ting,sharlene n some other frens make mi a wake....wah!!tey shout soo loud until everybody in e canteen turn around n look at our direction.....it was soo damn shameful lor.....ten we hide our face.....haiz...wat to do....ten suddenly we argue on sharlene's problem....wah!!!hiu ting keep on saying silent!!!!until she knock on e table but n still no 1 listen.....ten suddenly shermaine shout ten everybody keep quiet.....from dare we listen 2 each other advice....or complaints......ten after all e argueing...i started 2 go blur2....some more im hungry...ten tey shout here n dare...wah!!!my head can go burst...at wat i do...i sleep.....tad all i can do...ahhahah.....still remember yeaterdae...we had e course on sexuality....ahhaha...soo funny.....n at tymes it was digusting lor...but e bois like it....tey seems 2 benn having fun wit it....hahaha...while e gurls...luagh all e wae.....e most i like is miss alsagoff n miss santa presentation...cause their presentation is soo funny...i cant take...e rest is soo damn boring.....hahahaahha

aniware i tink talk crap up dare....hahaha.....i wanna stop now...soo bye2....later2 i rite more longer....isn't tish long enuf for everybody 2 read...if not enuf complaint to mi in e shoutoutloud wit mi.....okie....

broken once again at11:10 p.m.
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recited onWednesday, October 20, 2004

living in the world of silent n broken...

elooww...again...im wondering.....wat was in mind now....i dun even knoe wat im tinking bout....ive been hurting ppl around mi n my parents....ive been angry tish few daes...wit ppl like my frens.....even to my parents....i need help from aniboby who ever is reading tish....tish r e question tad im tinking right now.....

questions.....
1)why is your life in miserable now?
2)why u do not have a lot of frens just like ani1?
3)why u have a difficult tyme doin the housework?
4)why must we fast for 1 month?
5)why everyting i do is wrong?
6)why must all the bad tings tad had happened came back to my mind?
7)why i do not have a freedom even though it is a fasting month?
8)why must i be controlled by my parents?
9)why i cant were make up?so tad i look more prettier..
10)why must my parents keep on asking mi were i go n who did i wit?

i still have a lot of question....but tish is e most important....i need some1 who is willing to solve my problem....ans all my question..... soo help tish gurl to solve the prob...soo she will not be in the broken n silent world....for now she living in hell..no one could help her to cure....she realli needs help!!!!!!

broken once again at03:55 p.m.
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recited onWednesday, October 20, 2004

another boring dae.....

sorrie tish pass few daes nv rite aniting.....no mood to rite ah....got prob a bit ah at home...tads y got no tyme to rite...next tyme i try to rite a lot...wat am i talking men....todae is a damn another boring boring boring dae.....i dunno wat to do now....haiz.....all i culd do is wait until 2morrow skooling daes.....has a feeling of scaredness...will get back result....soo sian......haiz.....hopefully i can pass my exams....as long as i pass my exams all of e subjects...happi lio.....just pass also can....i happi already......hahaha...cause tad was wat dream of everydae...until i can sleep at night.....ahahhahah.....how i wish i can pass all subjects....okie....get out of tad dream land......

yesterdae was a very funni dae...mi n my cuzzin has miss understood each other....at first i thought tad we will go out on sat to celebrate my birthdae...n tad dae is[30 oct]...but wen my cuzzin call[yah]at night......yesterdae....ten she sae it was tish sat......i was like wat!!!!we tink different.....now tad we change dae again to still sat but its on 30 oct...hahahah....cause 2 daes b4 tad is my birthdae...hahah...dun care whether celebrate belated birthdae or wat....as long as i can celebrate my birthdae wit my cuzzin tads okie already.....hahahahah......funni meh.....siow......aniware i gtg...now.....busy a bit lah....next tyme i rite a very long1.....glaglaglaglag.....

by brokengurl~

broken once again at12:54 p.m.
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recited onMonday, October 18, 2004

tired!!boring!!dae!!

todae...i came back home at 3pm...soo damn tired...c everybody eat....feel like eatin......wah!!!cant take it animore....ten can smell food...sooo nice!!!ehhehehe....todae in class,i sleep for the whole dae....soo nice....buit can get hand muscle easily...[wat is tad]ahhaha....dun care....doesnt matter bout it.....just rite anyting tad come to my mind...wen i was sleeping,everybody make fun of mi......i was like....duh....but i dun care.....hack care tem....not my mouth.....their mouth...nanti i sumpah dorang hah nanti tau....hehehehe.....ten after wake up...just look2 around....nuting to do...just laugh wat my frens did....or maybe laugh at your myself...[i dun mind]hahahaahha....but now im soo happi...cause my cuzzin n i goin out on my birthdae....although its a dissapointment for mi to posponede dae...but i still happi...cause as long as i can take neoprint wit them...can already....miss them soo much...evn though we did c each other..but we still talk to each other in msn...or sms each other....nobody can tear us a part...cause we stick like a glue.....not onli glue...but super glue...hahahahaha....i tink i end here....cause i tink i talk crap already......i luv to crap....ahhhahahha...okie.....stop!!!....well til here...ill update another1...okie....luv u guess...[hu ever is reading tis].....

<^^brokengurl^^>

broken once again at03:41 p.m.
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recited onSunday, October 17, 2004

booo!!hooo!!!hoo!!!

wah!todae very stress bout e exams ah.....very diffilcult leh...i cant take it animore......teacher sae easy...but to mi is very diffilcult....we kena separated our tables....lagi my class sikit orang...soo my class has to take 1 long table for ourselves...haiz.......luckily finish e exams....if not ill b staying all night just 2 revise it...hiaz.....later must study sejarah lak...wah!!!if exams over i very happi....ten just now... my fren try to ask mi for e ans...but mi myself dunno wat is e ans...until she rite on her hand...but i still told tad i dunno...hehehehe....i just anihow rite e ans....cause cant tink of e ans..soo just rite lah....just look like u knoe everyting...but actualli i dunno how to do.....ahhahaha.....wah!!!todae some more haevy rain...feeel like sleeping...but tk baik....nanti tkde pahale....hahahahah.....aniware now exams for ugame over[tuahid and fiqh]....happi....hhehehheh....

till here......muakszz.....bye.....

broken once again at02:10 p.m.
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recited onFriday, October 15, 2004

puase!!!!

dah start puase......cepat seh......dun believe it...aniware rase lesulah....dah semenjak puase ni.....kene tunggu buke...lame..soo.....just feel up my boringness....while waiting for buke...hhahaha....tish is wat i do for e pass few years.....hahhaha......not pass few years..but every year.....tapi puase kene skola lah...tu yg tk best....i dun like it...i scared i cant take it....nanti kene buke...i dun want it...i want 2 full puase...soo i dun have to repay back.....hiaz!!!....datu ade cca pulak...lagi satu hal.....dah exercise.....nanti penat...must get use to it....just wish mi luck tad i can tahan until the puase finish.....hahahahahaha.....

gtg...bye.....luv u all......

bye....muackssZZZzz.....brokengurl

broken once again at12:17 p.m.
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recited onThursday, October 14, 2004

happi!!!!

im soo happi todae....cause i get to take neoprint wit my frens......first tyme siak!!!!i knoe its very shockin but wat to do......heheheheeh...aniware mi,shima n aisyah saw a lot of student from my skool[kcpss]......its like soo many ppl......mcm nk gi excussion gitu...hahahah.....dekat escalator ade banyak student from kcpss.......soo funny.....semua lepak kat 4th floor kat j8 situ....hhahaha.....kelakar seh......haiz....but i manage to take neoprint wit my frens......n sempat nk ambil my little bro.....funny leh.....hahhaah.......but b4 i pick my little bro up...dares tish gurl from technical i tink....she nk tompang duduk kat ba3wa blok.....tad tyme dare was mi n shima...we was like......wat e hell....but we dun care...cause we pity her lah...tads y....ten we down dare keep quiet like dumb kids like tad.....wat siak....ten tyme already i pick my little bro up lor....i tink i had fun todae lah...but dare more fun during my birthdae.....heheheeheh.......gtg.......

bye.......:>

broken once again at01:37 p.m.
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recited onWednesday, October 13, 2004

happi!!!!

HAPPII!!!! seh.....at last exams over seh........happi siol......ahahha.....can relax......can do anytin...can stick 2 e com more......no tuition also....hahahhaah....happi seh.....heheehehe....YIPPI!!!....now i got a lot of plan a head of mi......haiz....oleh pening kepale.....seh....wah!.....2morrow gi ambil neoprint wut my frens.....on be half of my birhtdae....haahhaha...since no one is celebratin my birthdae.....soo like tad ah.....but ten got plan some...go escape theme park wit my classmates...ten dun went go 2 chalet.....having party down dare.....happi.....wit indriani.....ahhaha...cause our birthdae fall on e same dae...but different year onli....she older tan mi by 1 year aje....[tk jauh lah tu]...hhehhee.....happi.....must have freedom.....if not can die leh.....hahhhahaah....

till here onli.......bye...muacksszzzz.....

broken once again at11:59 a.m.
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recited onTuesday, October 12, 2004


todae my skool got maths test...n i have cried in skool.....i've lost 10 marks.....n tad is on graph.....i hate GRAPH!!!!soo much man.....suck 2 my ass.....

hmm......ten wait for my fren 2 buy food soo long...nearly 15 minutes....WAH!!! soo long siak.....actualli e owner hu incharge of e stall fault lor.....fuck e stall of lah.....like wat lor.....ten accompany my fren daekat bus stop.....lagi satu hal......wait 4 25 minutes.....SIAN!!!!.....soo tired...until i cant sleep in e afternoon....ten need 2 go fetch my little bro.....wah.......tired leh.....how i wish tead we end our skool faster.....at least can rest at home more...but kene puase.....tu yg sedih tu......haiz...till here onli....



broken once again at11:57 a.m.
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